Sometimes I wish I had someone to listen.
Someone other than my parents or my sister- someone other than family.
Sometimes life throws you curveballs, or rather, a bucket-load of curveballs. And you just need someone to talk through things with.
That's how I feel today. I feel like I don't have that someone, someone who genuinely wants to listen and talk through things with me.
I thought I did, but I guess not.
It hurts and that's the truth.
Dear God, send me someone who will listen.
Guys, it's almost summer and I am not beach ready. Not in the least.
So it's decided. Starting tomorrow I am going to work out every day, I'm going to stop eating crap, and I'm going to get in shape.
If any of you are with me, here is the workout playlist I'v assembled to keep my butt moving...
1. Fall Down by will.i.am ft. Miley Cyrus
2. Blah Blah Blah by Ke$ha ft. 30H!3
3. With Ur Love by Cher Lloyd
4. Can't Hold Us by Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft Ray Dalton
5. Pretty Girl Rock by Keri Hilson
6. Die Young by Ke$ha
7. Do You Love Me by Amanda Jenssen
8. Bad by The Cab
9. I Couldn't Be Your Friend by Tegan and Sara
10. C'Mon by Ke$ha
11. Yes by LMFAO
12. Starstrukk by 30H!3 ft. Katy Perry
13. U Can't Touch This by MC Hammer
14. Forgot to Laugh by Bridgit Mendler
15. Lip Gloss by Lil Mama
16. Beauty & A Beat by Justin Bieber ft Nicki Minaj
17. You Da One by Rihanna
18. Starships by Nicki Minaj
19. No Sleep by Wiz Khalifa
20. S&M by Rihanna
21. Created A Monster by B.o.B
22. Hello by Karmin
23. Out Of My Mind by B.o.B ft. Nicki Minaj
Enjoyyyyyyy
All I want to do today is sing along to Ke$ha songs. Don't judge me.
I never realized how many of her songs I actually liked until the past couple of days when I did some Spotify research and watched the first episode of her new show on MTV. Okay I know, MTV... but there's something fascinating to me about musicians (Katy Perry's movie anyone?!). Here are some of my favorites right now, some you may know, some you may just be hearing. I was pleasantly surprised.
If you're looking for something crazy..."Cannibal", "Dinasoar", & "Grow A Pear"
If you're lovesick... "The Harold Song", "Animal", "Blind", & "Old Flames Can't Hold A Candle To You"
If you wanna rock... "C'Mon", "My First Kiss" (with 30H!3), "Crazy Beautiful Life"
If you need a boost... "Love Into The Light"
I'm loving all of these right now. There is something so refreshing about just going a little crazy. Not caring who sees or what happens next, just living.
Have a very Ke$ha Wednesday!
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It's obvious that YouTube has taken on new meaning since it was created. It's home to music, film, people catching random stuff on camera, and then there's this whole world of people called "YouTubers" that some of us didn't even know existed. But they do, and it's great- because they are freaking awesome. I decided to show you a few of my favorites so you can enjoy their hilariousness with me.
Friday could not have come sooner. I am so over school it's ridonk. Summer needs to be tomorrow or I might just throw my books away, curl under my bed & refuse to come out until I see some green grass.
I'm spending my evening at home (real home..not college home) and am loving it. Tonight we dyed my Mom's hair with a LUSH henna hair dye. It's an organic, chemical-free dye and gives your hair a silky, smooth texture along with natural coloring. I used it to dye my hair red over Christmas and loved it.
Anyways, we had some girl time & I was reminded how much I appreciate my family and being here with them. Dorm life can drain the life right out of me, and I am soaking in having my own space here. I never fully appreciated how special "home" really is, that feeling of contentment and security, until I was gone. I'm glad, because now I see it for what it is and don't take it for granted. Well, I'm off to play with my new Royal Typewriter and listen to some records. Cause it's that kinda night.
I hope you have a wonderful Friday, all.
It's time for your next dosage of some movies I've enjoyed lately! Get excited!
I just spent the last hour and a half catching up on this gem. If you are looking for a new comedy to watch that's on air right now, look no further. Happy Endings is about six friends and their dysfunctional and yet alarmingly cohesive lives. If you're looking for a way to fill forty minutes try this quirky, off-beat show. You won't regret it.
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You wouldn't believe how hard it is to take a picture of a fish. Apparently they don't sit still. Who knew.
One thing I've missed most about home since coming to college are my pets. I swear I have a whole quarter of my heart that is devoted purely to enjoying animals. Now, I realize many of you wouldn't consider a fish a pet but give me a break- they don't exactly let you keep a kitten in your dorm room.
So this is Maisy. She's a betta fish and will hopefully last longer than Bruce did. She seems content thus far and I could swear I hear the faintest "just keep swimming, just keep swimming..".
Hkdfjy Sfiefjndadsjy (Maisy says Happy Sunday)
I don't know if any of you have heard of Stuart Edge but his YouTube videos are awesome. He pulls pranks on people and just generally tries to get a lot of people to do things they are uncomfortable with. Check out this video of some of his friends taking "Kiss Me, I'm Irish" to the streets.
As you can probably tell by now, I'm always in search of great music videos. I just watched Paramore's "Still Into You", above, and died a little of jealousy. How fun would it be to shoot something like this?? Enjoy.
Yes it's true. It is April 11th and we have snow in Minnesota. The only redeeming aspect of this crap-hole weather is that we got out of school today. Otherwise I'm PEEVED. Who snows in April? What kind of sick joke is this??
Aside from that, I'm spending my day pretty lazily. Slept in, which was stellar, I do have to say. Did some homework- bleh. Now I'm aimlessly searching the internet for something to amuse me. So amuse me, dammit!
Here are some funny or adorable tidbits I've found so far...
Does anyone else find it difficult when people tell you that positivity is the medicine you need to be happy? I do believe I am a generally positive person. But sometimes life sucks you down and no amount of plastering a grin on your face or looking at the bright side is going to cover up those feelings. Because those feelings are real and it is only a disservice to yourself to pretend otherwise. Own up to your truth, stand tall in your every pain and heartbreak.
You know what can at least help lighten the load of a heavy heart? Dancing. When I am sad, after I spend some time in my bed listening to sad songs or watching a heart-wrenching movie, I turn on something pumpin' and get my solo dance party on. It's been known to happen on a weekly if not daily basis.
Here are some of the songs I've been dancing to lately. And hang in there. You're not the only one who feels like the world is going against you sometimes. You've got company in that department, so just forget the world for a few minutes and dance it out (Grey's Anatomy flashback, anyone?) .
And just remember,